rache relishes rebuilding ruins.
this several pages of stuff i like, or think is interesting, or think is important, or have to say.
It includes frequent pictures of trees. This is self-evidently a good thing.
(having all the answers would just mean we'd been asking boring questions.)
I like trees.
to answer how i am i am mad that capilano rejected me and that i have made a relapse i thought i would kick immediately last for two years but if recovery from an eating disorder takes an average of seven years from when you ‘begin recovery in earnest’ then as long as i have got it by the end of 2014 i’m not a statistical failure yet. i am playing music, stressed, sleep deprived, overwhelmed, making frequent significant, often public errors, going in some directions? bewildered, disorganised, having new experiences, and OK-probably.@1 week ago with 1 note
sometimes i stand in my kitchen for a second before remembering, in Sarabi’s voice, “Scar, there is no food.”@7 hours ago
we’re in a predicament, each of us warriors
we must choose between fighting and being
self-destroyers; humans versus animals,
judges versus pirates, culture versus propaganda
publics versus private; before we can advance we need
to know the way ahead. and know that if we ever reach paradise
we’ll all be dead
for months we wander, and go out on lonely hunts
armed with a mirror; the key turns only once.
the piss-artist is rich and sits in conceit
bulldozer, the poser, he’s boring, not blessed
he gets by on a gimmick; the cynic is self-obsessed
it makes for a good t-shirt slogan, possibly,
but doing what you want is a sham philosophy.
the self-indulgent ain’t listenin’
the true individual has self-discipline.
so take action.
the artist is never poor
doesn’t complain a lot or read
the poet may imitate life as it oughtta be
two sheet; three sheet; follow the fake fraction
pants pulled up; now’s the time to take action.
written word, oral voice, strictures, a thousand pictures,
a moral choice
rare as hell, parallel, perpendicular
the universal is in the particular.
represent. we build, we destroy;
are you gonna be a donkey or you gonna be a boy?
the well is deep. a library, a style source
but imagination is also a wild horse.
the word is control.
outside the perimeter we patrol
time is your luxury, not non-stop distraction
be like the flowers: build your knowledge
and take action.
it makes it really hard on on the mindboggling level of it for me, myself, and i’m not sure how to touch that one since it’s you** being supportive (“wow i’m impressed!”) and trying to be part-of but it’s just stressful but it’s my stress that i gotta own…
** et al